PeaS

weather's been very hot lately..makes me sleepy esp in the late afternoon..

i cannot bear to see her with another guy.
i gotta do whatever it takes to see her happy.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

so tired..n wif lotsa probs..sumhow i gotta survive this period..

far away from this land i must go..

wad i wldnt do 2 c her smile..

failing challenge no. 1 =[

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

drove 400km in 2 days! in singapore! wth!! craziness man..was super tired yest..felt like fainting durg trg..slept like a baby at nite..still quite slpy now..gonna slp aft dis..

i'll learn 2 love myself b4 i love others.
been so bad 2 myself, my body..

challenge no. 2 wasnt completed yesterday. mayb 2nite or tmr.
i hope i dun fail challenge no. 1 otherwise haf 2 jump straight 2 challenge no. 4
i'm feeling so freaking sad now but i muz keep on wif challenge no. 1
sumhow, whether i can or not, i muz complete it.

there's so much to say..
too much has to left unspoken..
buried deep, its trying to dig itself out frm underground

that's all 4 now.. gdbye 2 u my trusted fren

Monday, March 12, 2007

i'm surprising myself by e amt of fight i'm putting up. i feel diff. my ship hit a huge iceberg n its taken on so much water but sumhow, sumthing is keeping it afloat. i expected myself 2 haf sunk all e way 2 e ocean floor by now.

cant slp. tmr's driving day. mayb i'm too excited. deep breathsss...

challenge no. 1: in progess....
challenge no. 2: hope 2b completed tmr
challenge no. 3: progress unknown
challenge no. 4: complete 1st 3 challenges b4 starting on this

Thursday, March 08, 2007

i haf 2 say its been very difficult.
been preparing myself 4 e inevitable.
but no amt of prep will ever b enuff.

finally found sum1 i really cant live without.

n it seems like she's going.

i shall wish her well.

i'm sure she'll b happy.