everybody has sumthin to hide. some secret kept away from others' knowledge. it jus makes u feel a lil bit more secure cos u noe dat no person really knows EVERYTHING abt u. well my deep dark secret is... mine to keep! haha..
at me uncle's house now. was bored yest so went 2 watch home utd vs woodlands wif me uncle n cousin. den stayed over at his house. gonna watch young lions vs perlis later on this bright sat's evening wif cousin. yesterday i promised to bring him to watch e match. later in the nite mum called, asked if i wanna go batam for e weekend, leavin sat evening! haiz. den even later in the nite got a couple of sms from my ex classmates ask if i wanna join them n the rest for class outin on sat evening! double haiz. when i have nuttin to do, i really have nuttin to do. when i plan sumthin, everythin juz comes. haha. aniwaez i'm goin to watch footie. first come first serve i suppose. would be nicer if i could do all 3 things, one weekend each. but too bad..
havent got much else to say rite now.. hmm.. yeah.. nuttin else..
he lived for a moment. not just any moment but THE moment. when all the pieces in this jigsaw called life has finally found its place. but it seems to be that the moment he's been hoping to find can only be found in the land of dreams.
why oh why is the past so hard to forget. it's because of the presence of hope. unfortunately for him he can't see that it's just false hope. he's lying to himself without realising it. he's in denial.
he's waiting for another moment. when he can finally let it all go. because in that moment, all his hopes will be dashed. memories erased. for all time.
kinda weird that the things which make u who u are, those that make u unique (everybody's different in his own way) aniwaez its these characteristics that give u the biggest headaches. there's nothing u can do to help ease the situation.
i jus wanna say that no matter what happens, what people may think of me, what i may think of myself, i'm jus happy to be me. i'm happy that i am me. cos there's nobody out there who's exactly like me. i love myself just the way i am. n if u could learn to appreciate that, then that's a gd start right there. afterall, we are attracted to others not bcos they're perfect, but bcos of their imperfections.
he loved her cos she is flawed. he'd give everything in his power to please her. he knew that as long as he remained true, there's nothing else he could do. but her greatest flaw was that she couldn't see how honest he was. it's not entirely her fault though. cos everything he could give her just wasn't enough. she was looking for something more. he knows there are people out there who had the ability to give her more than that she could ever receive from him. he only doubted whether they'd be able to love her as whole heartedly as he does.
who would you pick: A) a person who doesn't give you all that he can but gives you enough to satisfy your needs or B) a person who is unable to meet your needs but gives you all that he can.
i guess it's a matter of what you look for in life. i think ppl who choose A are those who seek achievement, success while those who choose B understand the need for compromise n dedication. if u haven't noticed by now, i prefer B cos i'm not very success-oriented n i highly regard a person's commitment.
A will give u what u want. if u want space, A will give u that space. if u want to focus on other things first, A will let u do that. (PS: while u're doing ur thing, A is looking ard for someone who suits him more) But not B. B won't give u the space. he will occupy it so that u won't have to be alone. B won't let u focus on ur other priorities cos he knows he needs ur attention.
my point is, nobody's perfect. but then again, for that very same reason, you don't see it the way i do and vice versa.
i've been dreaming of you and that is why i don't wanna sleep. cos i get the most pleasant feeling while dreaming that we're together but when i wake up, i realise that its not real. n perhaps, it may never be real.
been living a very boring life of late. juz go camp n go home. very routine. except mayb dat day i went to watch young lions vs sarawak with my unlce n cousins. quite kool. lions won 7-2. aniwaez i seem content with this life i'm livin now. it's back 2 old times when i was completely cut off from social life. dat was in pri, sec sch. juz went to sch n home n cca. i only had frens in sch. didnt go out wif them. cant really recall y. at most i'd stay back 2 play football wif them. which is sumthin i miss. even in jc i hardly socialized aft sch. i guess dat's y i'm like this.
hi. just having fun typing here. practising abit. haha. ok manu won 2-1 yest (yay!) not bad really. some really eye pleasing moves. kevin davies' goal for bolton was quite neat. thru e legs of ferdinand. haha. i think rooney needs a break. he seeems very off.
all this makes me wanna play. soccer, hockey. anything. well its back to werk tmr. exactly 5mths left on my "contract". i'l definitely be leavin the "club" on a "free transfer" at the end of my "contract". haha imaginin too much.
its a nice song. click on the link to view the lyrics.
i think some ppl feel that they can do just abt anything by themselves when in fact, they cant (sometimes). what could happen is this: try as they might, they probly wont be able to do it. yet, they refuse to seek help from anyone, neither will they allow anybody to voluntarily give them a helping hand.
sometimes, you should let someone be a part of your life cos thats why there're 6 billion of us on this earth.
------------------------------- enuff of dat crap. haha. i'm bored. not really bored. jus nuttin 2 do now. which great in a way. can jus relax. hmmm when's the man u match? isit 2nite or tmr? cant remember. shall check it out later. heck. i'l check it out now! checking in progress.......oh its 2nite at 955pm. kool. manu vs bolton. my match prediction: manu to win 4-3!! hahaha (inside joke hehe) mayb i'l cont aft the match later. or tmr if i'm too lazy. hehe. ciaozzz