PeaS

1. Happy CNY to all!

2. I've quit hockey. playing, that is..

3. more abt pt 2...

i miss playing the sport. i miss competing in it. yup. competing. i know some time ago i said i didnt really like the idea of competing but u nvr really realise what u like until u've lost it. i've stopped playing and i don't intend to restart. the reason?
a) its difficult when even walking hurts so much. so running ard n all would hurt more. my feet. the pain started in the arches now its spread up to my ankles. at times, its unbearable but ppl think i'm jus trying to slack.
b) it jus takes too long for me to recover. maybe its cos i havent been playing. but i've been exercising. the life runs n all. my body needs too much time to recover for me to consider playing regularly.

these few days haven't been the best. frankly, its been among the worst. arrowing here n there, blaming everywhere. i guess i'm jus unlucky enuff to be at the end of all that. but the worst thing is others think i'm slacking. its the others that matter. cos its the others that determine whether my life now is gd or not. i'm so tired. i've done all i could up to this point. keeping a positive attitude mite irritate them who want to see me go down but i dun see any joy in doing that. pls help me. be my fren. i know i havent been a gd one. i need help. pls forgive me. or perhaps, ignore this plea. aft all, i'd be e same. y am i so selfish?

got hooked recently to the art of rhyming. but my lines dun connect wif one another. they jus.. rhyme.. e.g.

this is one rhyme,
see u next time!