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Monday, September 20, 2004
ooooo its been almost a month since i last came here.. how's life? dude.. well, most recently, the malay song ''isabella'' came back to haunt me. haha. its a nice song actually. jus that. its a sad song. and some things jus make it sadder. oh well... still got 2 more yrs of full time army. i'm sick from not being able to run around. some1 told me that i've already been upgraded but have to check. i think i'll request to upgrade even more. upgrade upgrade upgrade!! haha.. nonsense.... oh well... strangely enough, i had some sad and frustrating stuffs to type last night. but after what happened this morning, i seem to have forgotten them. haha.. oh well....
what do you when you really really want something, but you just can't. hard to explain the can't part. but you just can't. will it be time to move on to wanting other things? i don't wanna move on. because can't simply means cannot. it does not mean will not. am i making sense? i don't think so but its ok cos this is where everything (except some things) are ok. there are a lot of if only in this world. if only. ....hanging from a cliff, one arm holding on, the other arm gone, at any time, he could fall.....
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