PeaS

sometimes it gets rather lonely when u're alone. i'm alone now. all by myself.they're working. guess i'll just get some rest.go n sleep.later la.not now.cos now, i'm typing.other than that, also have to entertain my lonely self.suddenly thought of something.. not so lonely anymore!think happy thoughts.be positive. i'm running out of happy thoughts. anybody got any jokes? yes? i see a hand there. yes, you there wearing the blue shirt please stand up.ok what's your joke? ... that's it? you call that funny? i ban you from sitting down for the rest of this... thing....

what do i want?????????????????????
world PeaS

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

i'm soooo tired. taking off tomorrow and thursday to rest. but i need to buy that ndp shirt. have a feeling i'll lose mine. u noe, THAT shirt. hahaha. i have come to a conclusion that long nails are not good for typing and smsing.

i wanna watch. spiderman 2. i wanna watch. i want a watch! i lost my watch! need to find that exact same one so my parents don't realise i lost it. but i'm really really sad i lost it. cos its a bday gift =( haiz juz can't remember where i put it. this is wad happens when u write n wear watch the same hand. when write have to take off the watch cos very uncomfortable. haiz all my fault.

let's observe an hour's silence. for the sake of observing silence. for one hour just be silent and observe the surroundings. shhhhhhhhhhhhh........
*one hour later*
hmmm... from my observations, the letter 'T' has 3 ends.
1)That end,
2)This end,
3)The end.

Monday, July 12, 2004

jus sitting here thinking. there are many pple out there living behind a smile. yet, it feels as though u're the only one doing so. basically one can ask why to almost every single little possible thing there is so i won't do so here. to stay behind that smile is a painfully stressful task but once u go there, it feels safer to stay. u think that u're sacrificing yourself which makes u think that THEY should cut u some slack. when they don't the frustration simply shuts u up even more. u dont wanna talk abt it. the next 'sacrifice' comes and gets locked up inside your body. serious enough, u could end up silent. muted. not wanting to speak though u can. cos u have too much too say and nowhere to begin. sometimes u dont remember wad those things bothering u are but the frustration from them stays within u. the silent one. as mysterious as he is.

to go somewhere and never come back.
i beg u not to fall.