PeaS

went to lp concert.with a friend.sorry nor,didnt go with ya.hope u don't mind.anw, e show was quite cool.e opening act by this band called 'pia' was horrendous but who caress.

not feeling too good of late. haiz.

y am i complaining? i dont even have to do those physical stuffs like most of the rest of my buddies. yet. i think.

somewhere only WE know..... where's that?

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

suddenly there's a lot of work to be done. cos i have to cover for my fren who's on mc for 11 days. he'll be back soon but i think i'll be taking over a part of his job since mine is relatively slacker. at least i have sumthing to fill my time there with but have been so busy that i haven't been able to see the MO about my feet. the gortex boots are KILLING me! the pain in my feet has been gradually getting worse. hope i get the chance to see the MO b4 my feet give way while walking.

haiz... its very hard to tell the truth when u noe that the truth will get ur fren into trouble. BIG trouble. a case of being at the wrong place at the wrong time. i'm now a witness in a fight between 2 of my frens. can't remember how many times i repeated my testimony to the pple 'up there'.i had to say wad i saw and that's wad i said. i only worry about wad will happen to that fren of mine. some1 who's helped me a lot especially in getting used to my 2nd home.

and another thing. linkin park is gonna perform at the padang! this coming tuesday! don't want to go alone but i'll probably have to if i go. which means i probably won't go though i really really want to.i guess i'll jus go alone la. stand somewhere right at the back, listen to the band n observe the people. or i think i won't go. i'll stay at home n listen to all my LP cd.

this island is so small. yet, we can't meet. we can. but we may not. it is not allowed. thus far, i've been given the chance to work on my character. build my patience, deal with high levels of stress, control my emotions and strengthen my will power among other things. i'm working on them. a lot of work still to do but i'm working on them. there are many things yet to be said. some things i wish i could say. the time will come for those things to be made known.... hopefully........

blurrieee hopes

Monday, June 07, 2004

expand.....expand.....expand......expand...... BURST!
i feel like bursting.. exploding.. imploding.. *BOOM*

i'm tired......