PeaS

IT'S GOIN' DOWN
don't know why but i'm feeling rather down today.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
perhaps cos i'm tired, exhausted n there's ndp rehearsal again tmrw n i have to go for some army exhibition on sunday.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
m i too tired to continue typing?
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
feels smtg like that but i'll jus type anyway.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
even my mind doesn't have any weird things hanging around.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
in fact, there's nothing on my mind!
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
actually there's quite a number of things, hidden underneath blank space.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
things are happening that aren't supposed to happen though maybe they are supposed to happen.
IT'S GOIN' DOWN
it's jus that i don't want them to happen.i don't want them to happen.i don't want them to happen.

will there be time to watch it all unwind?

took this from a movie:
"i'm always smiling cos it lifts me when i'm sad, gives me energy when i'm tired, relaxes me when i'm stressed and most importantly, doubles my joy when i'm with you."

Thursday, May 27, 2004

3 1/2 weeks ago, i was slacking. now, i'm... still slacking! haha not really la. got some days with lotsa work n some days without any work. the pple there have been very accomodating n the food is better than i expected. every saturday since last saturday, we(my brigade pple) have to go down to national stadium for ndp rehearsal. but we arent performing, jus helping out with food n water for those who are. which is y we have to be there from 7am to 11pm while the performers only come for their designated rehearsal time slots. long working hours it may be but at least we only have work to do when the performers have their breaks.

played hockey on tues nite against ora. lost 2-1. pple say we played well n it was a magnificent effort n we're unlucky to lose having led 1-0 at half time. i think i had a bad game. only made 2 or 3 successful tackles n did NOT make a single clean big hit. extremely disappointed i am. i'm still quite upset though about being whacked at the toe. it was a very very very late challenge by that ora guy near the end of the 1st half (he hit as if he was shootin!). couldnt really run after that. my toe's still bruised but gd thing it isn't broken. still, i'm disappointed at least with my performance. last match of the season is on saturday against those guys again. i can't play cos of ndp rehearsal =( we need to win to finish 2nd. oh well, all the best BARKERITES!!!!

Saturday, May 01, 2004

will be enlisting in 2 days. think i posted to hq 2 sib at mandai camp. gd thing it wasn't further away from me house. i think i'll be taking time trials later. haha time trials. see how fast or slow i can get there. oh ya today's may day. no today's saturday. haha. n last sunday me played hockey. beat jansenites 2-1. we were more dominant than the score suggests cos we simply didnt put away our numerous chances. another match tmrw. heard we only got 12 players free for tmrw. oh well jus my luck that i have to wake up at 630am from tmrw onwards cos the match is at 8am. haha.
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