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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
so...played e match on saturday. defeated nomads 2-1(we had beaten them 4-1 earlier in the season). i didnt play to enjoy myself. i competed. but after abt three quarters of the match, i was totally drained. i had brought the ball all the way up into their area but we lost the ball somehow n playing as a defender, i was supposed to run back to defend e counter attack. but i merely walked. actually i strolled. from one end of the pitch to e other. haha now THAT was fun! a few teammates were actually shocked that i walked. after all, being one of the younger players, they ecpected me to be fitter than the veterans. but i was jus too tired. sorry guys! after the match, i went home with a really major headache. it must have been from baking in the sun during the match.
this yr's jc competition has started. yesterday ac beat tj 6-2. they're playing like real madrid. good offensively, poor defensively. i wish i could play this tournament. Friday, April 16, 2004
i must type this this thing that's been on my mind for so long.its been there for ages?probably i should've done this earlier but i jus have to type this.i have to get it off my chest.now that i've typed it,i feel soooo much better.i feel so relieved.its done!finally.yeah!this is wonderful.its amazing!wow.whatever.
dont know what that paragraph above was for.jus felt like typing. practise my typing? maybe. let's see, what else should i type around here... oh ya!jus remembered.i got a letter from cmpb yesterday.they just told me my pes(to make things simple for those who dunno, pes determines how physical one's basic military training,BMT, is.smtg like that la.) the 'fittest' people are graded pes A. pes F are exempted from ns. so according to them, i got some problem n am not fit to do physical stuffs thus i've been given pes E.(the only problem i have now is with them cos this simply means i cant be mr policeman) sighzzz..oh well. at least its stated there that my E status is temporary for 3 months as they wanna monitor my hemoglobin level(haiz that dumb disease called thalassemia)during bmt.perhaps they think that it might drop real bad if i did anything too physical. BUT THEN, how would they know whether the thing will drop or not if they dun let me do those physical exercises i.e. grade me as pes E! that, i do NOT understand. i'll jus be sitting down doing admin stuff of course i'll be alrite. haizzzz aniwae, there's a match tmrw. i love sports. does this mean i wont be allowed to do sports during ns?? mana boleh?!?! how can?!!?!?! arrgggggghhhhhh. ok its TEMPORARY. i WILL be upgraded. for now, i'll jus wait for their next letter. the enlistment one. should be comin soon i think. Sunday, April 11, 2004
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
lalalala wasted. should've registered for the level 1 coaching course that's going on this wk and next. nvr mind. intended to go with jas anw. there'll be another one in sept. hope i'll be free to go then. still no idea when i'm going ns. anw, stopped looking for work alr. plan on watching as many of the A div matches as possible. the tournament's starting in abt 2wks time.
on a different note, i'm currently deciding whether to continue playing for barkerites. its not as if i was offered a place somewhere else(even if i did,i'd reject it). its just that the team now is rather different from the one that i've been used to. barkerites used to be cellar dwellers in the league.now,we're challenging for top spot albeit in div4. its not much fun for me preparing for matches with the rest with the intention of winning. they're getting really obsessed with winning. i think that it would be unfair to them having a player in their side that's not as committed to achieving the same aim as them. for instance, in last weekend's 2-0 victory against hollandse club, from the first whistle to the last, i was more of having a nice stroll,relaxed n taking my time to make my passes while they were on top of their game,fighting(not literally). i think i figured out the difference: they want to compete. i want to play.
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